thank God....

Alhamdulillah..everything has settled...thank Allah SWT the great almighty for still giving us this chance...
This is a lesson for us to always stick together..
We need to move on..let the mistake be our guidance to a better life ahead...

There's always a reason behind everything that happen in our life..

this is a heavy test..

People used to relate Awal Muharram or known as Hijrah with good things especially transition from bad to good it whatever aspect...but badly, we are been tested with a deeply heavy test..even it is not directly towards us, we do feel the sadness in it..we cant just blaming others on the reason why this happen..in fact we need to sit together n figure out the solution rite..not the put pressure on others, not to blame others and not even to question what the other party have done to avoid this from happening..it's already happen..not to mention what it is actually (as it is to privacy), believe me, nobody would dare to face this kind of thing..unless for those who did not care bout their life anymore...i've been crying on this for few days.. ='(  we grew up together..ever since he was born..maybe we did play an important part in his life by just letting him be on his own life which lead to this problem...we did seriously make a big mistake...i do feel that all this while he's been far from us..we just thought that's normal for a grown up boy..but....
untill this happen, i just cant stop blaming myself for not strictly tell the rest of us for not leaving him be in his own world 24/7..hmm....
"The most we could do now, pray to God please lighten up this burden...let it be a lesson for all of us to think the consequences of whatever we are planning to do..lesson to be more responsible in life...finally a deep reminder for us not to forget our creator ; Allah S.W.T in every seconds of our breath.."

                        ......loves yourself and your family...

got response???hehe

Thanks for the response..Glad to read them..!!
I will try my best not to bother or take those unimportant issues seriously..
never to care bout issues which bringing me down :)

I have to do it for my own good.!